I don’t know what makes me happy anymore

I can’t connect with people on any real level, I don’t enjoy any of the things I used to, all I do is isolate myself. I don’t care enough about the people I’m supposed to, I don’t particularly like myself, I don’t know what love is or if I’m ever supposed to find it, I don’t know if I’m capable of being happy with life or myself or anything in it. I don’t know what I want to do with my life, I don’t feel like I would be happy on my current career path, or any other career path for that matter. How do I pursue happiness if I don’t know what makes me happy or what I love? Am I destined to be a fuck up like everyone else in my family? What am I supposed to do with my life?

How am I supposed to connect to people? I don’t know how to relate to anyone but sociopaths and burnouts. What worth am I to society if I can’t handle connecting to any if the people in it?

I feel alone and trapped inside my head, and I don’t know if its worth it to try and break out.

I don’t trust people enough. I don’t know how to rely on others enough to express to them how I feel, to let someone into my life. I feel like everyone I try to get close to gets brought down, burdened and hurt.

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tiny-creatures:

Northern Hawk-Headed Parrot by helenehoffman on Flickr.

The Northern Hawk-headed Parrot is a subspecies of the Red-fan Parrot (Deroptyus accipitrinus).

dendroica:

tiny-creatures:

Northern Hawk-Headed Parrot by helenehoffman on Flickr.

The Northern Hawk-headed Parrot is a subspecies of the Red-fan Parrot (Deroptyus accipitrinus).

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riseofthecommonwoodpile:

funny how a bunch of white people can violently harass people going into an abortion clinic and the cops never show up even when they’re physically touching the patients against their will but if black people organize a totally non-violent and non-confrontational protest after a member of their community has been murdered they bring out the police dogs and shotguns and claim it’s going to be a riot lol

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The Deer God is a breathtaking 3d pixel art game that will challenge your religion and your platforming skills.”

You play as a stag, it has pretty music and everything is so so pretty.
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ronbeckdesigns:

Survivor 2 by fightpunch on deviantART

ronbeckdesigns:

Survivor 2 by fightpunch on deviantART

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